Thanks friends…
you brighten up my day. ^______^
edit: special thanks to the people who attended my little celebration… even those who couldn’t make it but managed to greet me…salamat!!! ^____^
Too Much?
God is putting me to the test yet again. It’s my birthday tomorrow, but I don’t even feel it. Bakit ganon, tuwing may special event na mangyayari (prom, hs graduation, ngayon debut ko) I always get into some turmoil and become emotionally laden.
All I want for my birthday is to be happy. Before this, my wishlist was pretty long. I wanted a digi-cam and cd man and a new cell phone and money and clothes and… more money… But now, none of these matter anymore. All I want is to have parents who love each other, and friends who are willing to give precious time just to see me… Is all that too much to ask???
*sighs* Maybe I’m not meant to be that happy after all. After all, God has blessed me soooo much, and He has done countless miracles for me. I should be content. But still, I wish things will get better. I wish all of this was just one big nightmare I could wake up to. That way I can live life the way I lived before–happy, and worry-free. I’ve had enough of having frequent bouts of tears.
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